Can really notice the difference now, being off the oestrogen implant :( Finding it so hard to concentrate for the entire 3 weeks of luteal phase, both on personal life and work. End up surfing the net instead of watching&relaxing tv in evenings, then realise it's ten pm and i've been faffing all evening and still feel wired. Feel angry that i'm going out, if have plans during the week because it feels so exhausting. Feel angry at wk colleagues all the time and cant really contain it when it gets to a week before period onwards :( Had massive fight with my manager and was anxious and tearful for a week afterwards. And my migraines have been horrendous. Had one every day for 3 weeks... then a 2 week gap, then yesterday (day 2) and today had a really awful one that made me almost throw up and hot and cold and weak and sick throughout body at times :( Have also gone home coz of migraines 3x in the last month or two and am a bit worried as my manager is probably monitoring everything i do since he keeps asking me what i'm doing everyday. So it's come at the worst time... I have had the extra stress of buying a flat to contend with but i think this is probably not the whole story :( The fight with manager didn't help either. So now i'm probably going to lose my job, as i find it hard to get focussed on anything.
I'm not sure if the testosterone implant caused the migraines, as they started the same month. They seem to be worst during period and in the luteal phase tho, but not in luteal phase which is weird. My cycle is messed up too, i used to have a 5 week cycle but now it's gone to 6.5 weeks and 6 weeks. That might be because oestrogen is still in my system and affecting the lining of my womb, i need to have a scan in January.
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