Symptoms

Someone suggested making a list of the wierdest PMDD symptoms and I think it's a good idea, just so i know what to expect next month. So so far this month i've had:

Neediness
Loneliness
Road Rage/Anger
Tears
Paranoia when stressed
Restlessness - unable to pin down how i feel but unable to focus on anything
Boredom
Struggling to concentrate on work and tv
Need to write more  - both in texts and blogging (i remember my emails get much longer from before the HRT)
Depression - Mild, tempered by the fact i've bought a flat which is a happy moment in my life (however the news that my mortgage had been approved cheered me up for approximately 20 mins, thats all)
Sudden starvation attacks late afternoon (even after eating - perhaps dark chocolate isn't such a good afternoon snack in the 2 days preceding my period)
Food cravings - for gherkins
Woozy feeling in brain - like a dizziness/floaty/detached sort of feeling or like the level of some neurotransmitter was increasing...is the best way i can describe it.
Withdrawal from the world - markedly less interest in going out/usual activities
Lack of motivation
Sleepiness/yawning
Insomnia - a couple of times
Higher sex drive
Mild Anxiety
Pyschological feeling of nausea (not in stomach, stronger)
Sore throat/mouth ulcers
IBS&nausea
Migraines
Knee joint pain?

I guess some of these symptoms may be being triggered by the stress of buying a flat, combined with my period being late. I've highlighted the ones that I think will be my biggest problem, most of which have returned only since stopping progesterone. I'm struck by the similarity of these particular symptoms with Borderline Personality traits. I wonder how many women with PMDD, actually have Borderline Personality Traits that just get more pronounced in the luteal phase. And i wonder if my period is putting me in touch with these feelings in an attempt to heal myself? And to heal emotional pain, is to be with that pain, and identify the thoughts that cause them, long enough to process the emotions.