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Worst PMDD month so far. First argued with colleagues. Then following week couldn't stop crying for 4 days. For NO reason. Started feeling a little bored/unsettled Sunday night, after my parents left. Then this turned into slight tears, when trying to go to sleep. Spent the next 4 days crying. Through training sessions at work and pub lunch with the whole office today, outside in the sunshine! I've just come on, at 9.30pm. Want this shit to stop. Definately didn't feel this bad on HRT. Feel sooo depressed :(